The Frosted Glass – a morning poem

It’s the powder room at the end of the hall
That no one else ever uses
(most likely, because it has no shower, no counter space)
This is the one I like the best
With its twin, tall, thin windows
I love the powder blue of its walls
And the way the light breathes softly
Through the frosted glass
I love the stillness that rests in that light
The reminder to be quiet and to use my eyes
Less for focusing on tasks, and more for freeing myself in beauty

I fill my open hands with cold water
Smile, and laugh at the bubbles,
Before I splash it over my face
I am diving
Into the morning

Because there is no counter,
I place my things on the window sill
Like little treasures, lit by morning light
And I tap some liquid foundation –
The size of a Himalayan bluebell –
In the palm of my left hand
Use my right hand to finger-paint my face
And I am a child and I am a painter
And I am painting myself
To look more like me
The way I paint these poems – focusing on the true colours, putting out of sight the meaningless distractions, yet doing so lightly, leaving visible the imperfections that prove that this is real, that I am real, that these words are true.

And I string all these things onto the necklace of the morning like the pearls
Of a rosary
And I hail Him from Whom all blessings flow
And I fall in love again with the Poet and the Poem
And the powder blue powder room
And the light through the frosted glass of morning

luncheon’s improv ronde de jambe

When they watch me dance, I transform. I am more than a slicer of apples and a nurse to sore knees; I am beauty. I am essence. Their eyes widen. They watch in wonder. I am not fooled: I am no prima ballerina. But in ronde de jambe and demi plie, I am beauty. This is more than a kitchen. There is light splitting into rainbows. I see it through their eyes. Movement’s infused in color, meaning, light. I am not fooled. They watch me transform because I dance.

white light

You’re surrounded by light
White light. Which means you’re surrounded by
Rainbows – all mixed up.
So when you’re looking around
Not thinking you’re seeing anything
(Cause if you cared to think you’d think that you were seeing nothing)
You’re seeing every color in existence.
Which is beautiful.
And magical
And maybe a little tragic too….
I don’t really know about that.
I only know the sum and

The sum is this:
In seeing everything,
We see nothing.
But find beauty.